I feel bored and used up, so I thought, why not do something "fun"? Supposedly this is supposed to be supposedly fun to people. No idea what half this stuff even means o.o (no I do not mean literally, half this stuff, I'm just dramatic, shush it)

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It's football...not soccer.

Total: 1 and 1/2 (I sometimes drink a lot of tea <3)

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs, not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something.

Total: 4

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk with your hands.

Total: 4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You don't get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 4

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have hair everywhere. (Doesn't everyone have at least those tiny white hairs you can barely see?)
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing.

Total: 5

African American
[ ] You say ni#*a/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[x] You refer to people as 'dawg' or 'homie'.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.

Total: 3 (sometimes I say homie <.<

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You play/have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 2

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You went to pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.
[ ] You like Limburger cheese.

Total: 3

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[ ] You say eh. A lot.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched degrassi.

Total: 1

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 2

So this was very odd o.o Just got bored as hell...and now I have a headache because my friend pissed mehs off >.<

So yup, I feel completely just there. But that doesn't stop me or change me so much, I deal with it. It still comes and goes and takes over but eh like I care if I act "differently" than I usually do. I keep getting into fights with friends, no idea why, because we get along so well then something supposedly just happens, example, half my friends getting boyfriends changed them so much that we both actually get into more fights or have our first fight, but there are other reasons and I'm not pointing names, so don't get all defensive if you think I'm talking about you, because I'm not. Almost everyone in middle school hates me for no apparent reason, because I'm too weird for them, or because they think I'm a bad person just because I'm into dark things. Well ya' know what, I like hip-hop too, I even sometimes wear a little bit of saggy jeans, but not overly saggy, that's just wrong, and I have a ton of t-shirts. So what's so damn different and weird and jacked up about me? Just because I'm not afraid to draw in class? Or write in class? Or wear what I like to wear in public? But I'm passing over that. I've been over it, sure it seems like I'm complaining, but I'm not. I'm just making some sort of an odd point. Feeling so lonely because I'm always rejected on things or I'm just too shy, supposedly, watch it <.< , and no one even bothers to come and say hi or anything. I don't mean online, because my friends online are cool and are way more mature than the friends I have in real life, yes Mello you are one of my cool online friends because I talk with you online :3 Plus, you're one of the two only friends that I talk to the most that I've known the longest :3 But exactly why is everyone so cruel now a days? I try to be nice, but people are still mean. Maybe they're judging me by what I dress. My usual wear to school is dark clothing, sometimes bright colors, and just jeans, sometimes a skirt over them, and just plain black tennis shoes, the old old Vans style, sometimes I even wear my black and white air walks with a red ribbon lace (shoe lace). So, what's wrong with that style? Or maybe I glare at people too much. I just glare at people naturally, not my fault. I tend to hate almost everyone, not really hate just like..a "I don't really know" glare, but when they come up to me, it depends on what attitude and vibe they give off if they keep that glare. So I just keep myself in a corner.
But this year, first year in High School, I'm changing that a little. Sadly those dumb asses who were in those three years of hell school with me are my grade group and most are following. At least I got rid of some, they gave me a lot of sh*t in the 8th grade for no bloody reason. I plan on joining a club or getting a few friends to make a club with me, but no way I'm going to be "president" of the club. Hopefully I'm going to join soccer in my second year and hopefully I will still have time to do homework in school or at least most of it, so I still have time to go to war on Ragnarok Online. Because I can never just leave my guildies. They, well sometimes, need me there. I hardly could even talk or IM with my sweetie over the summer because of Twilight Camp for two separate weeks, being grounded for a week for calling him, him being a teacher's assistant in summer school, the time limit we get to even talk because of those two things and so on. I also feel selfish for asking for salary after I've worked hard for two hours >.< Or anything like that, I feel selfish for asking for anything from anyone, I'm kind of used to it because I do try to pay them back but sometimes I can't because I don't know how.
So I really don't know if it's school that's causing stress, or me trying to live a life that other things I don't need are in the way too much causing me stress to feel like crap so much more often >.<
I would type more, but, don't want to. No one really needs to know everything about me. I only trust one person enough to tell them that much. But don't take that personally, I trust all my friends a lot, just there's always one that I trust more than others. It's not that I don't trust you or anything, it's just I'm not afraid of that person I guess you could say...But eh, ignore this if you want, I just wanted to type something interesting supposedly, I'll get over it in the morning or in a few hours. It's my usual thing. I hate it so much for some reason. Then again, I don't feel pain at times. Psychical pain I don't really feel, either that or I just don't care. Just...meh...go ahead feel sorry for me, not going to really change anything now is it? I'm tougher than that, I can easily hold back crying, I act a whole lot and never show what I feel, and so on. And definitely, no ********************* hugging me. I don't like being hugged by girls, it feels awkward with their boobs and what not rubbing up against you <.< Especially girls with giant boobs, that's just torture. Guys can hug me, but they usually, actually, in real life, they never do. If they did, they know that I would just rack them or punch their eyes out. Which I have done before, the racking not the eyes out thing....I'd get expelled if I did that...if I could shoot a gun at the person I'd hate the most, I would. Then go find the other guys I really hate and shoot them to the death. So....yeah....One main thing is for sure about this whole thing: I don't need therapy. I don't believe in therapy. It never works. It just makes things worse. And they come up with things just to keep you there longer to make more money. I will never ever need or want therapy. Even if you dragged me there, threatened to kill me, and tied me up onto a spiked up chair, I wouldn't talk. I wouldn't say a thing. I wouldn't even look at the guy....or girl. And once I get out, the person who brought me there either owes me big time....you just don't want to know what they would owe me. There is a possibility that I eat human hearts <.< I don't know, but I'm tempted to try one someday. They seem good, as well as they look good. Don't know how they smell but, eh, really, that doesn't matter. If not the heart, than the blood, but not all at once. Just a few drops will be fine of someone else's blood. Okay, maybe I'm kidding <.< But, I really just don't know anymore. I know the answers to a few things but just.....just forget it, I really have no purpose in writing this, now do I? Haha :3 And obviously my hands wanted me to type more since I'm still typing >.< I have the tendency to do that a lot when I want to quit typing on a subject that I can't, well that my hands can't, let go.
So bye for now, I guess.